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Jackie Rogers
Joined on: Nov 25, 2010
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Arthur Rogers - Nov 26, 2010Journal
Thinking of You - Jul 30, 2011Written By: Jackie Rogers
Your birthday tomorrow, Leroy. You would have been 55 years old. No doubt there would have been a party -- you and your buds. Everyone coming out to the place; drinking too much, laughing more than that. I can see your smile, greeting the first ones to the party.
I see Julie today, and I am so angry at you. She needed you, I needed you, Jill needed you, Jeana and Jeremy needed you. Mental illness is like you were locked somewhere we couldn't go. I tried to help you, I couldn't. I am so so sorry. I wish I had been stronger, or weaker, or anything it would have taken to be able to deal with how things were. I wish there was something I could do to make what happened in October 2008 never happen. I wish you were alive. I need you.
I want to tell you that when you gave me the necklace on our 25th anniversary, standing right where we were on the day we were married, I loved you. I knew you loved me. Whatever happened after that, I hope I told you how much I loved the necklace, and your thoughtfulness when you gave it to me. I wear it and think of you.
This world is worse for you not being here. Things that you and you alone will understand about me. About our kids.
I hope and pray that you are happy now; please watch over us. Keep the kids safe.
I will always love you.