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Beverly Walls Johns

Joined on: Nov 30, -0001

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Harley Walls - Nov 30, -0001

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Re: Harley Walls

Jan 30, 2011

A beraved parents wishlist

♥ i wish my child hadn’t died. I wish i had my child back. ♥ i wish you wouldn’t be afraid to speak my child’s name. My child lived and was very important to me. I need to hear that my child was important to you also. ♥ if i cry and get emotional when you talk about my child, i wish you knew that it isn’t because you have hurt me. My child’s death is the cause of my tears. You have talked about my child and you have allowed me to share my grief. I thank you for both. ♥ being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so i wish you wouldn’t shy away from me. I need you now more than ever. ♥ i need diversions, so i do want to hear about you, but i also want you to hear about me. I might be sad and i might cry, but i wish you would let me talk about my child; my favourite topic of the day. ♥ i know that you think of and pray for me often. I also know that my child’s death pains you too. I wish you would let me know these things through a phone call, a card or note, or a real big hug. ♥ i wish you wouldn’t expect my grief to be over. The months/years are traumatic for me, but i wish you could understand that my grief will never be over. I will suffer the death of my child until the day i die. ♥ i am working hard in my recovery, but i wish you could understand that i will never fully recover. I will always miss my child and i will always grieve that my child is gone. ♥ i wish you wouldn’t expect me “not to think about it” or “be happy”. Neither will happen for a very long time, so don’t frustrate yourself. ♥ i don’t want to have a “pity party”, but i do wish you would let me grieve. I must hurt before i can heal. ♥ i wish you understood how my life has shattered. I know it is miserable for you to be around me when i’m feeling miserable. Please be as patient with me as i am with you. ♥ when i say, “i’m doing okay”, i wish you could understand that i don’t “feel” okay and that i struggle daily. ♥ i wish you knew that all of the grief reactions i’m having are very normal. Depression, anger, hopelessness and overwhelming sadness are all to be expected. So please excuse me when i’m quiet and withdrawn or irritable and cranky. ♥ your advice to “take it one day at a time” is excellent advice. However, a day is too much and too fast for me right now. I wish you could understand that i’m doing good to handle an hour at a time. ♥ please excuse me if i seem rude, it’s certainly not my intent. Sometimes the world around me goes too fast and i need to get off. When i walk away, i wish you would let me find a quiet place to spend time alone. ♥ i wish you understood that grief changes people. When my child died, a big part of me died too. I am not the same person i was before my child died and i will never be that person ever again. ♥ i wish my child hadn’t died. I wish i had my child back.

Re: Harley Walls

Jul 01, 2010

♥my sweet harley♥
it has been awhile since i have written to you, it is very hard to have to come to a memorial website to visit your child. My heart is so heavy with pain and emptiness. Your friend, roach stopped by to visit us, have not seen him in about 6 years. He talked about the all the great times all you boys had and what an impression and how much of a difference that you made in his life. I am truly happy that you had so much fun in your young life, you have family and friends that truly love you. You are missed every minute of every day. I realize that i could have lost 2 sons that horrible night and i am thankful that god has given me 2 grandkids, but i feel that my heart will never truly be at peace until the day i can see you. The pain of losing a child is unbearable, the emptiness and loneliness never leaves and unless a parent loses their child no one knows what kind of pain it is. Goodnight and sweet dreams my precious harley. I love you and miss you every minute of every day. Love momma
xoxoxoxoxox.

Re: davionne myers

Apr 27, 2010

Angel davionne,
thinking about you and all the other angels that have left to soon. Be close to your momma and family, let them feel your presence. You are loved and missed every minute of every day. Your life and love will forever live on in the hearts and souls of all that know and love you. God bless you sweet angel
xoxoxoxoxo.

Re: davionne myers

Apr 07, 2010

To the family of davionne,
my prayers and condolences are with you for the loss of your beloved davionne. "the worse loss in life is the loss of a child. "
"the loss of a child leaves a hole in your heart that can never be mended and an emptiness that never goes away. One day you will all be reunited and oh! what a glorious day that will be. God bless you.

Re: justin golden

Mar 20, 2010

♥sweet justin♥
happy belated birthday, i'm so sorry i missed your birthday. Hope you had a wonderful birthday in heaven with all your new angel friends. Hugs and kisses to you angel boy
xoxox.

Re: Harley Walls

Feb 08, 2010

♥my precious son♥
today is your angelversary day. Dan and i went to the cemetery and i took you some beautiful roses, and a little bear a card and a play cell phone. Johnny, keri, greg and his girlfriend went out later this evening. I never, ever thought that i would ever have to go visit 1 of my children in a cemetery. "the worse loss in life is the loss of a child. "

harley, my heart has a hole in it that can never be mended till i see you again and i have an emptiness in me that never goes away. I feel that i was cheated, i wanted to be able to see you get married and have children and grow older. The pain of losing you is unbearable. Harley, you are always in my thoughts and forever in my heart. I luv n miss you every minute of every day. Goodnight and sweet dreams
love, momma
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Re: Shaniya Davis

Dec 22, 2009

♥sweet angel shaniya♥
i am so sorry that you had to endure such pain in this life, the bad people will be punished for what they did to you. I know that you are sleeping in the arms of our sweet jesus. R. I. P. Little angel girl
hugs and kisses to you angel girl xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxo.

Re: Harley Walls

Dec 22, 2009

♥happy 27th birthday in heaven, my sweet harley♥
my mind is remembering past b'days and i'm so sad and depressed that you are not here to celebrate your birthday, 27 years ago today you were born and i was the happiest woman in the world, i never, ever thought that i would have to bury you before myself. The pain is unbearable and the emptiness never leaves me. Dan and i took you some balloons and flowers and a birthday card and johnny and keri went to visit you, nicole and rick will go see you christmas day. I love and miss you every mintue of every day and i will see you again when god calls me home and what a glorious day that will be. So many of your friends are up there with you and i know that all your friends gave you a great b-day party. Love,momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxxo
ilu♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥.

Re: Gregory Silk

Jun 18, 2009

Happy birthday in heaven angel gregory, hope harley and all your new angel friends are giving you a great birthday party. Please watch over your family, they love and miss you every minute of every day. Hugs and kisses to you.

Re: Harley Walls

Dec 30, 2008

Sweet harley,
christmas has passed by 5 years without you, your birthday has passed by 5 years without you and soon it will be 5 years that god called you home. My precious son, my heart is forever broken that you are not here with us. The pain, heartache and emptiness never goes away, my arms ache to hold you, my lips long to kiss you and my eyes long to see your beautiful smile. These holidays are very depressing, a parent never get's over losing their child, we just have to keep going until the day that we will be reunited. Missing you every minute of every day. I love you harley
love, momma
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo.

Re: Harley Walls

Dec 22, 2008

♥happy 26th birthday in heaven my sweet harley♥
i went to visit you today and took you 26 balloons and a birthday card. I also took your christmas stocking and some decorations out to the cemetery. Johnny and his little boy ayden harley also went to visit you, along with nicole and her husband rick and their little boy ricky♥
you have been an uncle for almost 2 years now♥
johnny and fro and greg and your friends will all go back out to see you later this evening♥

dan & i got out there really early and it was so cold, my hands were so cold and were hurting really bad♥
i know that you are going to have a really great party up there and garrett will be there, along with robert utech, luke johns and bryan rollyson♥

why do so many of our children have to go before us?

the pain, heartache and emptiness never goes away, i want so much to see your beautiful smile, hug you and kiss you♥
as each day that passes brings me 1 day closer to seeing you♥
harley, so many young people have lost their lives due to different reasons and there is no pain worse than losing a child, we just have to wait till god calls us home and we will all be reunited with our children♥

i love and miss you every minute of every day, you are always in my thoughts and forever in my heart♥♥♥
hugs n kisses to you my sweet son♥

love, momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxox.

Re: Bill Dusseault

Jul 27, 2008

My prayers and condolences are with you for the loss of your beloved billy. "the worse loss in life is the loss of a child. "
the loss of a child leaves a hole in your heart that can never be mended and an emptiness that never goes away. I share your pain as i lost my 21 year old son, harley walls on february 8, 2004 due to injuries sustained from a car accident. God bless you and your family. From a mother that grieves for her son,
beverly johns.

Re: Harley Walls

Jun 26, 2008

Sweet son of mine,
it has been awhile since i have written you on this site, i have been trying to figure out how to put music on your other site. I miss you every minute of every day, there are so many parent's that have lost a child or children, my heart just aches for them. The death of a child is just devastating and a parent never gets over it, we have to learn how to keep on living without our child. I will be reunited with you when god calls me home and oh what a glorious day that will be. Amanda sarver had a little boy and she called him harley, i feel very honored and proud, she lives in texas with her husband, if she lived here and i could see her baby i don't think i could call him harley, i would have to say little baby boy, it would be to painful for me to come right out and call him harley. My eyes long to see you, my arms ache to hold you and my lips want to kiss you. Sweet child of mine, i'm thankful that you were in our lives for 21 years and my heart is broken that you are not here with us. Your love, life and memory will forever live on in the hearts and souls of all that know and love you. You are always with me for you are "my flesh and blood. "
you are a part of me, you are my son. ♥i love you and miss you every minute of every day♥
love, momma
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox.

Re: Harley Walls

May 14, 2008

♥goodnight n sweet dreams my precious son♥ you are always in my thoughts and forever in my heart. My heart is forever broken, there is no greater pain than the loss of a child. I love you and miss you every second of every day. Love, momma xoxoxoxoxoxo.

Re: Harley Walls

May 10, 2008

♥sweet harley♥ tomorrow is mother's day and i am heartbroken that you are not here with me. I will always treasure and cherish the mother's day gifts you made me when you were a little boy in school. I miss you every second of every day, you are always with me and i will be reunited with you when god calls me home. I love you my precious son,
love, momma xoxoxoxoxoxo.

Re: avery woodson

Apr 21, 2008

My prayers and sympathy are with you for the loss of your beloved avery. "the worse loss in life is the loss of a child. ".

Re: Harley Walls

Apr 21, 2008

♥sweet harley♥missing and loving you every second of every day. Time moves on as time does, but my time is frozen back to february 8, 2004 the night that god called you home. I have always believed that god has a plan for our lives, but it is so hard to understand that when a parent loses their child, no matter what age their child is. And what about the evil people in this world? why do they get to live and keep on being evil. Life is cruel and unfair. Your life was just beginning and had so much to live for. You will 4 ever live on in the hearts and souls of all that know and love you. I was very much honored that amanda sarver named her little boy harley. I will go for now sweet harley and one day i will be reunited with you
until then. Know that you are always with me for you are a part of me, you are my flesh and blood. I ♥♥♥♥♥♥ u
love,momma
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox.

Re: Harley Walls

Apr 03, 2008

Goodnight n sweet dreams ♥my sweet harley♥please come to me in my dreams, missing you n loving you every second of every day. Love, momma xoxoxox.

Re: Lucas Hawkins

Mar 27, 2008

I'm so very sorry for the loss of your precious lucas,
i share your pain as i lost my beloved son, harley walls. The pain and heartache and emptiness never goes away. Hugs n kisses to you angel lucas xoxoxoxoxoxxo.

Re: Harley Walls

Mar 27, 2008

♥my sweet harley♥
how do i begin to tell you the pain and heartache and the loneliness that i have in my heart every second of every day because you are not here. Why does god take our children? we expect our parent's and grandparent's and old people to die. But why do us parent's have to live the rest of our lives without our precious children?

my eyes want to see you, my arms want to hold you and my lips want to kiss you goodnight, i can not do any of these things anymore, i can only look at your pictures and i have my memories of our lives together. My precious son, you are always in my thoughts and forever in my heart. I miss you and ♥♥♥♥ you every second of every day. Love, momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxo.

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Feb 21, 2010

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Sep 14, 2010

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