Pardon me father of that nymphomaniac and vampire. There may be an exception or two but an average indian woman desires from the depths of her soul that her husband should live long and she should pass away before him. She performs prayers and fasts on auspicious days for this purpose. She in spite of being 3years elder to him did away with my father in a planned and premeditated manner and i was a silent and helpless witness to it. He suffered 1st heart attack in november 1997. Cardiologists performed angiogram and advised open heart surgery. Because there were blocks in vessels and one valve was damaged. But she successfully thwarted it and without my knowledge or informing any one got angioplasty done in mediciti (hyderabad: ap; india) her plan was to do away with him and live long, and establish herself as his wife through his books. He was succumbing to her blackmail. My overwhelming hunch is that she was threatening him with social insult and humiliation if he parts ways with her. Between 1997-2007, she played football with his body. He used to be hospitalized every now and then with swollen body and heart pain. Because of damaged valve pumping was impaired and water used to accumulate in the system. Every time i used to force her to hospitalize him. He used be in iccu for a couple of days and recover marginally. After each visit to hospital he was getting debilitated gradually. He was put on wheel chair. He was virtually under house arrest. He was not allowed to speak to friends and family members. Visitors were kept away. He was taking lasix (tablet: is a diuretic that is used to treat fluid accumulation, caused by heart failure, cirrhosis, chronic kidney failure, and nephrotic syndrome. ) to flush out water accumulated in his body. This creates a painful dilemma in me whether my interference in his health matters was just. As his son it was my moral duty to protect him. But i sometimes feel if i were not to interfere she would have put him to death long ago and thus he would have escaped from physical and mental torture quite early. Towards perhaps end of the month of march she withdrew medication. He got swollen suddenly and that condition continued till the last day i. E. 30th may 2007. Each time i visited i used to tell that witch to take him to hospital. But after a couple of visits i got convinced that she made up her mind this time to do away with him. I requested a bastard who was feigning to be a friend of mine, who incidentally happens to be a legal luminary of this region to send a doctor friend to that place and ascertain the exact condition of his health. But of no avail. I kept on telling him to come out of that place and lead a normal and healthy life. Her blackmail gained an upper hand and i lost in my efforts to restore health to him and bring him back to civilized society. O god pardon me for not being able to outmaneuver her machinations. Pardon me father. Saatyaki s / o seshendra sharma saatyaki@gmail. Com http://seshendrasharma. Weebly. Com.

that y0u were 0ur m0ther and best friend. We l0ve and miss y0u dearly.

m following the path god laid for me. I took god's hand when i heard the call. I turned my back and left it all. If my parting has left a void, then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss. Ah yes, these things i, too, shall miss. Be not bothered with times of sorrow. I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life has been full. I savored much. My family, friends, a loved one's touch. I've made mistakes. I have regrets. Please let your heart forgive and forget. My time was long. It wasn't brief. Don't lengthen it more with undo grief. Lift up your heart and share with me, god was ready for me and he set me free.

so hard. It has been such a blur, your spirit means so much. . .

beside us every day, unseen, unheard, but still near, still loved, still missed, and very dear. . .

so unbearable some days im unsure how i make it through. You are missed so much your brother and sister talk about you everyday and your a aunt now you would love little tressie and spoil her i know. Love mom.

momma your missed so much there isnt a second that goes by that i dont thank of you i miss you so much we always talk about you momma ifeel lost sometimes cause i dont have you but like you always say shane is your bestfriend he is all you need your right momma he is my bestfriend and i thank god for him he is my back bone and my life momma he misses you like crazy he has your id in his wallet and he has your little knife he loves that thing he tells people how you always had him sharping it everytime you came down momma i miss you im going threw so much right now and god how i wish you was here i could sure use you telling me tootie you going to be fine stop worry so much your just like your daddy lol i can here you saying that i smile when i thank of some of the stuff we use to talk about but the thing i miss the most is you calling me and telling me nite sweet dreams baby girl i call you tomorrow well im still waited on my call i miss you so much momma you and daddy both thanks for watching over us shane loves you and he misses you so much we all will be together again one day until then i love you and momma tell daddy i cant believe its been a year already sence he left us we love him to and we miss yall give him a kiss for us love you both so much until that day nite sweet dreams muahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hard for me. Hope you and pop are doing good in heaven. I love you so very much mama,love your son buddy.

need you. I need to talk to you daily, there seems be something every day that only you could answer. One day i will be with you again and i can't wait til then. Love always, kim.

an angel. I will miss you my little brother/nephew aunt rene.

i have so much hate for j. A. His name is not worth my typing. I am so mad he did this to us!! nothing will ever be the way it could have been!! just take away the hate and anger for me steve. Its ugly and i want to be nice and i want to forgive but i cant and i wont ever!!!

this one if you google stephen febonio memorial it will come up. Hi steve, its been a long time buy yuo keep in touch you always answer all my prayers that person who sent you away from us was found guilty and he will be senetenced on jan 25th 25 to life!! it will never bring closure or take away the pain sorrow and loss of the years we have missed you and wished so bad you were here. I keep in touch with mom and dad we even skype i get to see them when we talk which is a few times a month. We all miss you love you and miss you some more. Please come see me and sit on the couch. " i know it's you!!! i can feel you sit and then i feel you leave!! dad went to court every day and so did mikey boy. Mom went once when she had too, they were both so strong you would be proud of them!! they did not see anything bad so they could remember you like you are. We heard some bad stuff that hurts so much im so sorry this happened to you. I love you and i miss you every day!! love you steve. Annmarie, thank you for answering our prayers and keeping us safe like you always have!! talk to later my big angel xooxoxoxoxoxooxx.

always smiling, always pleasant. He was easy to talk to and was one of the best people i have ever worked with. I have known jack for many years and had the honor of working with him multiple times. He will be greatly missed. I am praying for ms. Lynn and all of the family. Though we may not understand why god does the things he does and when, i know he has a plan for each and every one of you. Remember that jesus loves you always and so do i. Carman smith.

be bestowed upon all your children. May you live in our hearts forever and ever.

remember her in ways too hard to recount. But, i'll remember her for her simplicity in life.

Tamara, but i am sorry to hear about this. From one family to another. Sounds like he was an awesome person your cousin amber.

of heaven and are home with richard! you have fought the good fight,you have won the race,you have kept the faith! love,your nephew stephen.

precious daughter's passing, i can only guess at your grief and sorrow. May god give you and laurie peace during this most difficult time. I only knew her as a little girl, yet autumn and she emailed at times and autumn commented on how sweet she seemed. Thinking and praying for you. Your old friend and former sister-in-law, kimberly.

tell you rest in peace. And, remorse for your faimily.